well afternoon i called wanzi wanted to hand out but she had to meet her "somebody" you get what i mean. i was disturbing her, well i really miss her and the rest a lot and she was telling my that i was stupid for wasting my time on korean idol stuff. Actully i kind of agree now that i think about it but pitty me la my life is so freakying boring ever since i made this stupid desicion to come to this stupid course in stupid NYP! going into liking DBSK is just so that i can get my mind off thinking that my life suck and i'm a totally loser now.
hais...there are like a million work i need to do and i totally hate my life now. i hate everything i really wish i can turn back the clock to like a year ago. i feel so lost and drifted apart from everything. seriously i don't really care about the things going now in my life. Everything is jus so boring and this holiday i have been busy working i haven been updating on what's gg on in the cyber world well not that i like cyber world it's equally boring too but i realize i miss out a lot on wanzi, shanny, maisy, kat and kaiwei's life and they seem to have pretty emo tweets and facebook share which makes me wanna follow upmore on them but i not dare call them well except for wanzi, the rest i jus really donno what to say but i care about them hais...life is just a bitch i really wish i can faster get out of nyp and find a direction in life by then and i really hope that i will never lost wanzi, shanny, maisy, kat and kaiwei even in life.
Recently been watching The Bigbang theory and feel even them nerds in the show has more life then i do. Every single day all i do is wake up early morning go to school face a million homework, lab reports and projects then EXAMS! and go home do my work and study and i don't freakying understand what the hell i'm doing and sat i have to go work and it so boring i have alr taken leave at least untill week 9 after the exams but staying at home also make me feel so workup i got nth better to do other then clear all the datelines and then monday is here soon enough again and this is the end of my lousy life.